We all have them, we all pretend we don’t, well my addiction is mine. I’m honest about having an addiction, my family even know, but the secret part is what I do about it. If you were to ask my Mother she would tell you I’m in therapy, if you were to ask my Father he would tell you I control it pretty well.. But they just haven’t seen me sneaking them in and sneaking them out, they haven’t seen the texts on my phone or my dating profile.
I know there are “cures”, I know I can speak to my therapist or even speak to other addicts but personally I love my addiction. I love the thrill of taking some stranger by the hand and leading them into a new world. I know what you must be thinking, that I lay back and open my legs and there is nothing special about that but you’re not an addict.. I like to experiment. I like to look into someones mind and find that secret fantasy, the one they are ashamed of.
What’s yours? Do you wish I would tie you up and tease you? Do you really want to be spanked? Maybe you’re just desperate to have someone push you against a tree and take you where anyone could catch you? Or maybe you want something wilder, something dirtier… We all fantasise, I just bring mine to life.
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